So it has been over a year and a half since my last post. I originally created this blog to have a place to put down in words what I was going through with my miscarriage. Now I don't have as much sadness about my loss, because I have rest in knowing that my sweet little peanut is with the Lord AND that I wouldn't have my sweet Jake Maddox if the loss of Peanut had happened any other time or never at all. This is not all to say that I am over it, but the past is the past and I have learned to live in the present and be glad for every day that God blesses me with and every blessing IN each of those days. Jake IS one of the greatest blessings in my days in the past 8 months and I am proud to say that my sweet boy is 8 months old today. I am also coming upon Peanut's [would-have-been] 1st birthday. Me and my sweet Jake will think of Peanut in this time and thank God for the blessing of Peanut and also for the blessing of Jake's birth.
Thank you Lord for ALL of my babies. The ones I share my days with and the one that is laying in your arms. I love them all SOOO much!
